An eventful 2010.

Starting June will be it. Diet.

The colour is decided. CYAN! I am feeling so excited.
I am sure the girls are feeling the same.

And Ta-day~ I am so glad that i met up with my cousin for lunch. She broke the news to me. My cousin is getting hitched! It shall be on Christmas 2010!

I am ecstatic over the upcoming events.
Sweetie's. Cousin's. Colleague's.

What about mine. I' anticipating.

what will i be?

My head is aching badly.

It has been aching since yesterday.

It's painful. I can't stop crying cos i can't remember things and it is causing the tremendous pain.

headache. its really headache.

absurdity.

I have so much that i want to voice out. At the end of the day, i realised it would be a waste of time to bring up the issues which are not an issue to the stakeholders.

In fact, i pin a hope for a miracle to happen. I was hoping that someone could change my mind. I guess miracle will not take plan anytime soon. I can't afford to sit and wait.

I had provided my best effort. No regrets nevertheles I am exhausted.

It is time to make a change.

I beg for mercy.

please just stand by me.

there may have been times that the connection is breaking.

well, somehow or rather if you believe, then it doesn't matter.

no one is perfect. the probability to it would be one in a million people.

i felt intimidated to reach out to people whom i regard as friends having heard the negative comments.

will someone just stand out and drop the bomb instead of speaking at the back of their mind?!

i am not dense enough to realise the importance of life. the kinship which is one of the priorities. and second to it would be the camaraderie.

i am barely there. i don't want this to be an end.

keep me on a happy note.

Get alive.

I really need to get alive.

It is almost a month since i last updated my blog.

I have been pretty inactive in social life.

I had finally made it for the medical appt which was long overdue. My condition is pretty much under control. I would prefer not to be under medication for long term as it is harmful to the body system in one way or another.

My doctor advised me not to be stressed over work. Well, the temperature is raising and probably attributed to the mood swing and hot temper. laughs. Lotsa excuses. I should jolly well take control of the situation and not allow the environment to stir up the emotion and anger.

Time for afternoon nap. Chill~~